December 4, 2009

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DH left today to go hunting, I'll be alone for a week. Last time he left someone tried to break into our house... carrying a gun and a toddler while looking for someone in our house while the alarm blared was one of the most terrifying things Ive done.

I got a BFN this morning. This month marks a year of trying.

Ethan was being a pill, he was sweet as usual, but totally into EVERYTHING.

There is a huge snow storm the the mountains DH is going hunting in, I have this crushing feeling in my chest that he and his brother are going to die out there.

I keep crying at the drop of a hat and really need something to distract me and to occupy my mind for a while.

Gah. Now Im crying again.

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