December 26, 2009
Ugh, slap me.
1 year of TTC and one miscarriage has made me a bitter betty. I now find myself not feeling happy for people when they get pregnant and I know that is horrible. I especially have a hard time finding happy feelings for those saying, 'It was just a huge surprise! We weren't even trying!' I know I'll get pregnant again, I know it. So I just need to get a grip and be happy for others even though we arent there yet ourselves. I just had to get that out there, that is step one of conquering my crappy feelings!
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I'm sorry honey. We aren't at a year of TTC yet but I feel like it will be here before we know it (this is cycle 7) and having the m/c makes me more anxious about getting pregnant again.
ReplyDeleteAnd as hard as it to hear about others getting pregnant, just remember that it will happen for you, and not only that but you have something they will never have, Ethan!!! He will be an awesome big brother someday. :) Stay strong honey, I know it's hard but stay strong!