I can keep the worrying and fretting under control during the day with my rational thoughts and ways of distracting myself. Once I go to sleep though, all control is released. I probably woke up over 50 times last night with dreams of my numbers coming back lower than my first ones. My sleep was so restless and horrible. I'm really tired today. I just want to know, either way.
I have a call into the nurse right now to see if my hcg results are back from yesterdays draw... I'm scared.
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